Saturday, December 01, 2007;
♥ 12/01/2007 06:33:00 AM
What hurts the mostWas being so closeHaving so much to sayAnd watching you walk away>>
Im back from s07 chalet. (:I'll summarized everything which happend into the next paragraph. (: Go on, be amazed at my summarising skills. "Met up with aaron bryan huili huiyee beeping, headed to tampines Giant to get food and equipments needed for the bbq. We kind of took really long. Haha! Checked into the chalet unit, G1705. (Like omg! Stanely seah, who probably wont be reading this, the 4e chalet was at G1707 right! Haha :D ) Started the fire for bbq, which took us super long! Ha, cos the drizzle put out the first fire, then the wind blew out our second fire. Haha! Oh my oh my, bbq in drizzle. Reminds me of almost every 2c gathering we have! Speaking of which, one is coming up soon, 14/12 right? (: Right then, we finally finished the bbq, the 6 of us started to 'smuggle' those bottles of breezer out to the back of the unit, without notifying our other classmates. Haha! We spent a hella time tryin to open those bottles. Pfft. Then it's a mad time in the unit, 12 big buffalos (alright, im jst kidding), squeezed into a room, playing all those madness, crazy, loud games. Haha! Esp 'Guessing Game',, afew of us went totally mad. Haha! And bloody hell we've got complaints. Haha! Seriously, there was never a chalet i went to, without having no complaints. My goodnes gracious. But aiyo, why come chalet, if you need some peace and quiet? =l Mm, then it was movie-ing. OH MY BLOODYGOODNESS. i was disappointed with the '28days later'. I seriously yawned a total of 1billion times in a sec. (: (right kidding) We watched 'silent hill' too, which i dont get the storyline at all. I was just blankly staring at the small tv screen, yawning my head off. ): We decided to go out for an early mac breakfast, at 4am! :D How fun. Hahaha! Went back at around 5plus, and everyone started to fall asleep. ): Boohoo, i hate it when people sleep during a chalet. I mjean, it's time for gathering and chitchatting and playing. Not sleeping. ): Okay, anyways. Checked out, went White Sands for brunch, before we all left for home. "My paragraph is a little wordy, but hey. A chaletexplaind in a paragraph simply means either the chalet's boring, or my summarising skills are good. So, believe in the latter. (:
I'll post up photos, either later tonight, or tmr.
Mm, i feel as though i was in heaven for the last 2-3 weeks. Okay, not exactly 'heaven' heaven. But i mean, im actually enjoying the state of my life, and the things/event/s which are taking place in my life. I even love the people taking part in my life events! Really, and i so happen to just enjoy almost everything.But then, after the times in 'heaven', i feel as though some irritating specimen gave me a hard kick on my butt, and send me flying down from 'heaven' ad ack into this reality. ): And very soon, you'll find me wallowing in my self-pity again, feeling 'emo-rish' bout life and stuff. SOBS. I dunno. Why cant things stay the same Why cant feelings saty the same? And why cant the world just for heavens sake stop spinning around and around like a top and take a rest!Like seriously, everone needs a break from everything, well or at least, something. And right now, it's "that time of the month/week/fornight/yr" (not literally the time, but you get my point! ha) yeah, as i was saying, it's the time when i feel like runing away from everything, and just giving myself a break. =l Really. I need a getaway, to somewhere where no one gives a hoot, and i dont have to care which masks i have to put on everywhere i go. And to a place, whre no one can easily find me, or bug me. Ha, i know of a place.The bathroom. (:Right, i was just kidding, but the toilet part. But i wasnt, bout the front part. Isnt it tiring having to fight continuously for smth which you cant even see. Sure sure, you may know of it, and you may even know tt it's there, or sense its presence. But it's still tiring. Fighting a battle one after another, having to continuoualy be on guard, put on that amour, and hold onto that stupid sword. Along the way, you might even feel like giving up. ):
Times like this, all you need to do is just to catch a glimpse of what youre fighting for all these while.So now, be a dear and just hand over the 'whatsoever' that ive been fighting for all these while. Which ive been fighting so hard for, which ive been wanting and wanting. Hand over now, before i throw in the amour and sword, and give up this battle.
&maybe things will be fine after awhile.